today,life was still pretty much the same. I was happy that she call. thank you my dear, for giving me the support when I needed it. you don know how much I miss hearing your voice, how much I miss holding you in my arms, how much I miss hugging you. I hope that I get to see you tml.even if its only for a nanoseconds,it would have been great. I miss you so much that nothing matters anymore. unless it will risk you, then I guess i'll have to be sacrificed... I know you hope to see me too, but I can't bear to see you be place in a danger situation... if I have to wait a while longer, I wouldn't mind, our love will last, just like it did till now... take care of yourself my dear. I love you. btw,I'm still preparing your surprise. if can, I'll pass it to you by tml.. if not, i guess i'll pass it to you when you come back again.. k lar, gotta go sleep le. niteZ niteZ.. sleep tight my dear..

Hmmm,recently seems to be kinda busy..
Really very sorry to all..Exp to my honey..
Missed a lot of catching up time with her..
Hmmm,some may say I'm stupid for choosing this job,
physical demanding,low pay,work seven days a week..
But i don see a problem with that..
Hmmm,at least it keeps me occupied..
Lest I would be missing her all day long..
But the fact is,no matter how hard i work,i cant stop thinking of her..
I know i should be contended,at least i get to hear her voice today..
She called all the way from malaysia..
I'm so happy..
But then she hangs up soon after that..
At first,i was sad..Den i became worried..
I had totally no news from her when she suddenly hang up..
End up,she called again,told me her phone ran out of batt..
Give me a scare..Honey,promise me nothing bad will happen to you..
I don wan a reality scare..
Hope to see ya soon..
Thursday,please come soon..
I miss my honey..

Happy Birthday

I miss her so much..
God,is there anyone out there who can understand my agony?
Hmmm,but rest assured I'll not collapse,
I'll stay strong,so that I can meet her again..

Today is a very special day,
because Today,is her Birthday..
Haiz,I'm feeling quite down today..
Partly because I cant get to celebrate her birthday with her,
and partly because I'm unwell..
Well,its okay le..
I'm feeling better..
Don worry about a thing my dear..
I jus hope I wont miss your next birthday..
Take care when I'm not with you..
I love you honey..
Muacks,and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!