wishlist

Basically. not here to update on my life since there isnt much to update anyway..

I'm here to advertise, as the title suggested, my wishlist=D For my life..

anyway, I never really did had an aim, never really did have a goal..

I alway lead a life aimlessly, so even if people thinks my goals are bullshyt now,

it doesnt really matters.. At least its a goal for me..

Do take a look at it and comment=D

School.. TOMORROW

Okay.. Good game.. In about 8 more hours.. lesson is starting soon.. and I've got a god damm report due tomorrow.. Hola! Praise the lord! See how we all die tml..

Anyway, had a great time today chilling out at a 'tong xiu' hse at seng kang.. we were having a post camp sharing session there and it was supposed to be a pot luck session so everyone brought food.. This was honestly the first time I felt that this is a real pot luck because everyone really brought alot of food.. REAL food.. Not some tibits and soft drinks.. Anyway, its was eat all you can and stuff up your stomach right before you drop dead and still see a mountain of food leftover kinda thing.. No kidding, I think everyone thought the rest were not gonna bring enough food so everyone prepared extra.. Oh well, food is food, one way one another, its gonna end up in the stomach then as shyt, or directly into the rubbish bin.. The main thing was not the food though.. It was the sharing session.. Confession and stuffs.. Problems and obstacles everyone faced.. It was all laid up on the table.. And I felt that this is great.. This is what we call a debrief.. A real debrief.. Anyway, I'm not gonna type up all that was shared.. So I'm gonna end it here..

Good night everyone.. This is mxfate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger, signing off~

Sense of fulfillment?

So ya anyway, lesson have been a whore.. as usual.. Just the first week of school reopens and its starting to feel like weeks.. again.. seriously getting really really sick of education.. but well, its because of this 'education' that I've gotten to know so many people I now call friends, and its also through this 'education' that I know 'adventure'..

Okay, enough of the bullshyt, but seriously, the only things I can do and feel that its not a waste of time now is adventure related stuff.. and maybe some simple form of training? Basically, today have been a great day for me cause I got to go down and kayak.. Back again holding a paddle, sitting in a kayak, is something I really misses.. Glad to be in that sea, with that wind blowing across my face, and the sun beating down on my skin.. ahhh, thats life for me..

Other than kayaking, I also had a wonderful dinner with my parents and brother.. okay, its actually just a simple meal at a nearby coffee shop.. But anyway, no matter the place, I always enjoy family meals.. Its just.. just.. give offs a different feel?

Uh huh, before I forget, I also had soccer today.. 'wet' soccer if I could correct myself.. Because it actually rained right before we reached the place.. The small drizzle cause the whole court to be practically transformed into a skating ring.. Cool isn't it? 6-7 hot blooded males running uncontrollably snatching for a little ball.. LOL.. Had a great workout today basically..

Okay, I've tried my best to keep my post short.. and now it seriously feel like I still got miss out a lot to add in.. But then again, lets keep it simple for readers to maintain their interest.. provided they have any to start with.. LOL.. Just keep reading!!

Anyway, we've come to the end of the post, this is MxFate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger signing off..

Late night post

okay.. don't know why i'm here posting.. pretty sure i had something i wanna post about but couldn't seems to remember them now.. anyway, lets reply the tags first:

to weehao: o.O you're talking non-sense that i don't understand again.. lol..

to annjay: haha.. i guess thats what everyone was feeling that day.. change it to pissed minds thinks alike! lol..

to cui wen: lol, i stick to my promise if i can de.. i wont say all.. but try to for all..

so ya anyway, pretty lame.. as I was typing the first line, I actually recalled what I wanna blog about.. my in-born unluckiness..

did 2 experiment on 2 days and both wasted a lot of time.. the one on wed took us almost 3 hours and it failed just 10 min before completion due to the beaker breaking.. fml.. wasted all the time waiting and everything.. the one on thurs we did manage to achieve the results, but we took more than 4 hours for the whole damm thing.. wth.. really a waste of time..

anyway, I'm used to it.. screw up and hiccups are part and parcel of my daily life.. kk, short post nia.. its late already so I'm gonna sleep.. nitez ppl!

Its been mxfate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger sharing, signing off..

Its killing me..

Don't ask me why.. I would also jolly well like to know why.. Why does my nose have this problem of accumulating water.. then Mucous.. and now something the look like severely diluted mucous.. all those things that were supposed to come out from the nose.. is somewhat stuck inside it.. and.. it really hurts.. its been giving me headache non-stop and I'm reaching my limit.. damm it.. why doesn't the pain go away.. i've cleared the liquid in my nose over and over again now.. but it just keep getting accumulated.. where there hell are those liquid coming from. and how can i stop them.. god.. I need a doctor soon..

-mxfate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger, signing off in pain..

Shag

SIWF is officially over.. And I god damm happy it is..

For the benefits of those who are giving me that question mark look once again, let me enlighten you.. SIWF = Singapore International Water Fest, previously know as SRRR = Singapore River Raft Race..

Its is a two days event, held over at Marina Barrage and it includes: Raft, Canoe, Kayak, Dragonboat races. The lamest event, which is held every year, is the walking on water.. There was also an event called rock master, a rock climbing competition.

This year, like every year that we've been through, SPA are the sai kang warriors.. Just that this year, they expected too much out of ordinary human.. Seriously.. This sucks..

What kinda responsible adult send 3 lorries full of logistic back from MB to SP and doesn't follow up? Does he intend to let those poor souls pack the logistic themselves? Are they the only ones with families to return to? Only ones with dinner to eat?

And whats up with the other retard uncle, who sat there and bullshyt us, while not doing anything himself.. You think we don't wanna go home? You think we didn't carried anything before hand? You think you're the only one who is sick? You should seriously just f off, and get a life dude.. I'm so not giving you all those free drinks you arsehole..

Well, don't wanna have to spell out every bad happening but I guess those question pretty tells you guys everything..

Anyway, on a brighter note, at least Mr. Kwok treat us as human and remembered us by buying us breakfast.. Grateful for that.. At least today I get to work near the sea, under the sun, and get a beautiful tan that I want, that I missed for so long now.. Yes, darkie MxFate is back online people.. So damm glad about it.. And last thing, I'm glad to know Jacob is willingly to help us with some problems we're currently facing.. Hope it would turn out good..

Okay, to summarize everything, SIWF ended with a rather unpleasant note, but we ended up with loads of free drinks.. We work like dogs and ate like beggar, but it was worth the workout.. Tiring, but tanned!! Hola!!

Now, as promised:

this is a small section of the post dedicated to fulfill a promise.. man, I so expecting those retard in class to make fun of me again but well, I can't blame anyone, I always make fun of people.. =D

Anyway, yea, lets get to the point.. I'm here to introduce a new friend called Cui Wen. She's from NYP and I know her through CPTC, my attachment.. Now, before you peeps started having the weird idea, let me clarify with you, she's 3 yrs my senior, and definitely not interested in me.. Now, once again, before you peeps start thinking, "Oh? How bout you?" Let me tell you this, I've been through a 'Jie-Di-Lian' before and it seriously sucks. But desperate times calls for desperate measure, so I might just..

Just Joking.. LOL... I'm so gonna get killed now.. So ya, anyway, she's been a rather good friend till now so yea, gotta repay the promised I owe her.. That is to have a post that talks about her!! Thats lame right? But anyway, she's gonna nag me again bout it so lets get it done =P

Anyway, its school tomorrow and I seriously needa sleep now..

Annyeong everyone! Up till now, its have been MxFate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger =D Signing off..

Tired

Lethargic. Fatigue. Restless. Sick.

whatever u call it.. I'm just a mass of all those now..

just have the urge to stop and put everything down for a while..

and then rest.. really.. need to find a form of relaxation..

SIWF tomorrow.. lets hope it turns out well..

First Title Since I-Don't-Know-When

Okay.. Its me, the once-in-a-while-blogger, back again with updates.. As you all can see, I've edited the skin a lil.. Looks pretty basic though.. that should be due to the fact that I'm using the design tool from blogger itself.. not using the old customized skins anymore.. hoho..

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Next up, I think I better start logging down my A camp experience before I start forgetting those fragments of memories.. For those who don't know what I'm talking about, A camp is a religion camp that I'm a planner of, more noticeably, I'm the HOL, short for Head of Logistic. I'm also a programme IC, with unmatched idiocy and courage, to create a 3 floors game.. Phew, that was one tiring task.. Also, more about the camp, its a one day camp, held twice at two different place, namely our Tian Hui and Tian Guo Fuo Tang. Don't start giving me that question mark look, one who seeks the answer, knows the way. If you wanna know what the hell those words meant, join us. LOL Anyway, the camp was held for kids between Pri 4 to Pri 6.. Though there were definitely kids small than that. It was held on the 17th and 18th of June. Hola!

Anyway, although there was minor hiccups here and there as usual, since you talking about me the god-damm unlucky man, but on my account, everything went pretty well.. I'm sure everyone, or at least most people, would have went home bringing that something extra, something meaningful, something you will never be able to learn in school.. Well, at least I know I did.. Though I might still be that Idiotic and Rude person I always am, I've started to think more like an adult.. A very big thank you to everyone who made it possible, to all the planners for their time, effort, understanding, commitment and the list goes on, to all the helpers for the skit, the stations, the logistic, and the list goes on too.. Well, though I might have been awfully busy due to the camp, I've not regretted taking it up.. Afterall, precious memories built are always worth it..

For those who are wondering what this whole camp it about, let me give you a brief idea. We basically tell those little kids about Armageddon. No, stop, don't give me that 'what the hell is this insanely religious and unscientific man talking about look'. I'll slap you, i seriously will.. Well, I'm just joking.. LOL.. Anyway, yeah, the content is pretty much about destruction of the world, and about how you won't survive it even if you part of the religion. Ironic? Course not.. All man are bound to die.. No religion makes you immortal.. But what we can teach them is how to embrace it, and how to move on.. What we do, doesn't matters.. What we teach can jolly well be considered crap by others, but what we teach, definitely doesn't makes a human goes bad.. Simple.

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Next up we have Gunung Datok, renamed Gunung Da"Log", due to the sheer amount of fallen trees we encountered.. Anyway, this was supposed to be my third, and most likely the last ascent..

Well, with a blink of an eye, its gonna be a full 3 years soon.. Every time, the people who went up with me are different , the experience was different as well.. But the hike up, and the view at the top, never changes.. The ascent was tiring as hell, that didnt changed.. But the time taken was 2 hrs 27 min, quoting the gorgeous from SPA, the shortest time I've ever taken.. A new personal record.. I'm really happy with the result.. But I'm not really happy with the com..

Honestly, I'm not only just unhappy.. I will say it out straight, I'm pissed.. Although I will be bringing this up soon in the mc meeting - post expedition bebrief, I think I need a place to express myself.. The Juniors coms, were 5 person strong.. 1 person, more than what we have last year.. make it 2, because CS was sick.. Practically, there was only me and shini working back then.. And we had no complaints.. What-so-ever.. And you guys, were FIVE, FIVE GOD DAMM ABLE BODIED PEOPLE, and you have the guts to request for our help.. And you have the guts, to give me the god damm pissed off face with that fuck up attitude.. For fuck sake, I think I couldn't have made myself any clearer before and during the expedition, the senior coms are here to supervise, and act as first aider.. NOT SOME BABY SITTER, THAT HAVE TO LOOK AFTER YOUR GOT DAMM CAMPSITE, BUILD YOUR SHELTER, COOK FOR YOU, AND LET YOU ENJOY AT THE SAME TIME. AND YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO ASK US FOR HELP TO WASH UP AND CLEAN UP THE CAMPSITE AFTER DINNER?

I don't wanna say this anymore.. Honestly, I don't know what to say.. I don't know if something is wrong with them, or something is wrong with how we taught them.. Either way.. If they don't start learning, its not gonna change anything.. I don't want to imagine how next year will be..

For those who have been half asleep, its time to wake up.. Next year, we won't be around.. Next year, you peeps are the seniors.. Please do something about it.. For the one with the attitude problems.. I don't know if its just me.. But if you can't start changing the way you works, don't blame me for saying the harsh stuff.. I'm a direct person, no beating about the bush..

Okay.. Before everyone starts thinking this was a major screw up.. At least there was some happy take away.. Dinner was special, though it wasn't all the successful.. Well, failure is always the mother of success.. But I guess we did have a break through this time around.. Just have to improve the formula next time around I guess.. And the view at submit is so cool at midnight.. Cool as in the view is really nice, and cool as in literally cold.. Damm cold.. Anyway, the descent was quite okay too.. Not that much strain on my knees this time around.. Though it was raining and slippery all over.. We managed to cleared it quite fast.. Had a great lunch at the bak kut teh shop.. Vegetarian one please.. And then we had to swap over from train to bus because apparently, there was some cockups.. Well, overall, this expedition was okay.. Cept for the matter mentioned above.. Haiz..

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Well.. Tml gonna have SIWF helpout.. And my manpower is like.. I don't even wanna comment.. FML.. Just damm pissed now..

This is MxFate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger, signing off..

10th June

Well well well.. Lets see.. Its me once again.. The once in a while blogger.. Checking in..
We were on the topic of fire recently.. About how I accidentally, burned down the kitchen..
It was about a week ago.. And now, the recovery work is almost complete..
Gas was finally restored, and the kitchen have been reverted to, if not better than, the old form.. And I guess, it could be called a formed of 'forced' renovations..
Anyway, I guess life would return to normal pretty soon..

Today is also a very sad day as well, cuz I have to sent a friend off..
Where to? Why?
To Austrialia, to study for 3 years.. 3 whole years..
Though she said she will be coming back during the semester break,
I got a feeling everyone will miss her alot, during her absence..
As much as I know she will miss us..
Though we get to msn, skype with each other,
like we did even if she is Singapore,
we still can't deny that the difference now is that we're now thousands of miles apart..
I think, thats the irony of human, we wont really cherish what we have,
until the day we lost what we would have held dear..
A true friend in this case..
Well, I wish her best of luck, and of course, as a man, I couldn't cry while sending her off..
She know we will miss her, and we know she will, thats good enough of a farewell..
Tears and such will only make it more difficult, for both parties..
Enjoy yourself while you're there, and remember my boardshorts and 'havianas'
*I don't know how to spell that chim word.. since I don't usually wear it'
= D

Anyway, I have 2 more days to end of MST.. But what I'm looking forward more to is thec camp.. And the end of it.. No doubt the process is enjoyable, and meaningful.. But I really need to have a break real soon.. If not I'm gonna go bersek.. Rockclimbing, kayaking, trekking, running.. Stuff like that.. I need to move around a little.. To burn some fats.. Its really killing me..

Hoho, enough of my complaints and everthing, gotta go now..
This is MxFate, the once-in-a-while blogger, signing off.. Cheers people =D

I've got so much I wanna say.. That I don't know where to begin..
For those expecting me to put a long post, like I usually did,
be in for a great 'disappointment' since I will just keep it short..

Anyway, as I mentioned, school started and well, its been hertic like it always is..
But it has never been this hertic.. Pratical reports, assignments, camp plannig for religion, religion stuff, cca stuff, soccer commitment.. And the list goes on..
But well, I try to manage.. =D Its the last year.. Die also much finish it..

Next up, is the fire.. 1st June, 2010.. I wil never forget this day.. The day I set my kitchen on fire accidentally.. And burned down alot of stuff in the process.. Will be posting some photos of the aftermath soon.. But now, you just have to do with the words..
Damange count: Fridge, Washing Machine, Basin, Floor and Ground tiles, fan, mirror, 9 bamboo filled with clothers.. I think we are just a dangerous bunch cuz the list goes on..
Recovery did: Water flooding drained, living room repainted, kitchen almost done.. Now just have to wait unill they say okay, then we can going in..

Hmmm, anyway, have to thank alot of people.. Everyone that helped, if you see this, know that I'm really gratetul. Will have to updates photos at another tine.. time to sleep.. XD