2008

First post of the new year..Although i do regret it isnt on the first day of the new year..
Well,you cant really blame me,don really hav time to post,so I've to wait until today..
Hmmm,jus to update everyone who hav a short antenna,SHE's back..
I'm so glad,so happy,so excited,feel like flying;jumping;crying(tears of joy);laughing and most importantly,seeing her..
I did get my chance to see her..First,I visited her during the night that day she was back..But of course,i didnt visit her alone..I had xj as cover,thanks so much su nu.
That night,we chatted and chatted till it was eleven before we finally left for home..
Hmmm,how i wish we could talk whole night..Even if we run out of topic,i jus wanna stay by her side..hmmm..God,will there eva be such a chance??
After that night,all we've done is smsing each other..I really miss her so much more,because we were like so near yet so far..I know that i can visit her..yet i cant.. God really know how make fun of man..
But hey,who know that the almighty is actually quite merciful at times.after all,i still got a chance to meet her again..
This time,its at east coast..She was there with her family for an outing..But she went there very early,so when i was about to reach,she was about to leave..In the end,we meet only a short while..A peck,and she's gone..
But God,i'm contented..I dont expect much..not because i don love her,but i know i wont put her in danger..We cant risk being exposed..To be together,sometime sacrifice must be make..Lets jus hope we wont hav to sacrifice her life,although i'm willing to lay down mine..God,hav mercy for us..
For now,lets stop talking about god..i jus had a phone conversation with her..Miss her so much i really hope we could talk longer..But as i've said,i cant risk her..So the call ended not longer than 20min..something 19min plus plus..Hmmmm,jus hope that i can call her again tonight..
Hmmmm,i think its time to stop..If not ppl will complain : "hey,can you don write so much,like grandmother liddat,you know its takes a lot of time to read?"
LOL.. I think i'll end here.. Catchya later..

To her,my ever increasing love will never stop..
I'll make a second seems like an eternity,
and a minute seems like 60 eternity,
and an hour into 3600 eternity,
Because then,you cant imagine how long a true eternity will be,
and thats how long we will love each other..

today,life was still pretty much the same. I was happy that she call. thank you my dear, for giving me the support when I needed it. you don know how much I miss hearing your voice, how much I miss holding you in my arms, how much I miss hugging you. I hope that I get to see you tml.even if its only for a nanoseconds,it would have been great. I miss you so much that nothing matters anymore. unless it will risk you, then I guess i'll have to be sacrificed... I know you hope to see me too, but I can't bear to see you be place in a danger situation... if I have to wait a while longer, I wouldn't mind, our love will last, just like it did till now... take care of yourself my dear. I love you. btw,I'm still preparing your surprise. if can, I'll pass it to you by tml.. if not, i guess i'll pass it to you when you come back again.. k lar, gotta go sleep le. niteZ niteZ.. sleep tight my dear..

Hmmm,recently seems to be kinda busy..
Really very sorry to all..Exp to my honey..
Missed a lot of catching up time with her..
Hmmm,some may say I'm stupid for choosing this job,
physical demanding,low pay,work seven days a week..
But i don see a problem with that..
Hmmm,at least it keeps me occupied..
Lest I would be missing her all day long..
But the fact is,no matter how hard i work,i cant stop thinking of her..
I know i should be contended,at least i get to hear her voice today..
She called all the way from malaysia..
I'm so happy..
But then she hangs up soon after that..
At first,i was sad..Den i became worried..
I had totally no news from her when she suddenly hang up..
End up,she called again,told me her phone ran out of batt..
Give me a scare..Honey,promise me nothing bad will happen to you..
I don wan a reality scare..
Hope to see ya soon..
Thursday,please come soon..
I miss my honey..

Happy Birthday

I miss her so much..
God,is there anyone out there who can understand my agony?
Hmmm,but rest assured I'll not collapse,
I'll stay strong,so that I can meet her again..

Today is a very special day,
because Today,is her Birthday..
Haiz,I'm feeling quite down today..
Partly because I cant get to celebrate her birthday with her,
and partly because I'm unwell..
Well,its okay le..
I'm feeling better..
Don worry about a thing my dear..
I jus hope I wont miss your next birthday..
Take care when I'm not with you..
I love you honey..
Muacks,and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Back From Class Chalet

Well,its has been a long and tiring four days..
I cant deny tat I had fun,although it makes me fell guilty..
Because dear,you arent there with me..
Everyday and everynight,every minutes and every passing seconds,
I've never stop missing you,never stop loving you..
Although I did sth wrong A few days bad,
I really didnt mean to,and I'm really glad that you've forgiven me..
I love you with all my heart dear..
And any mistake I make,its wasnt on purpose..

I know that you're family hav been giving you much pressure..
and I'm even more guilty that i cant be there for you..
But I'll remember,at long as we love each other,
our heart will be linked,and our heart will always be wtih each other..

Hmmm,sorry I cant say much le..
Me actually was supposed to be at LAN shop..
But it close down,so now I'm at JJ hse..
Honey,I miss you..GtG go le..
='(must miss me too..

P.S. thx JJ,for lending me com when my connection is down..

Honey,ytd,was the school prom night..
I attended it with a very heavy heart..
Partly because its gonna be one of our last gathering,
and mainly because you werent there..
How I wish you could be there with me..
And spend the whole night with me..
Alas,you were miles away,in a distance land..
You must have longed for me,
and I've never stop doing so..
All these photos lack only one thing..
Thats is you..
No matter how many number of photo I've taken..
None of them will look nice enuff..
Because you arent in it..
Haiz..When will separation be overcome..
When will we be together..
I really hope to see you soon..

P.S. Those girls I took photo with,are purely for the sake of memory..Don worry my dear,you will always be my only one..

Photos of Prom Night

Once again,i'm here..
Hmmm,ytd,something wonderful happened to miie..
My honey can finally be online..
Finally can hav a chance to chat with her..
I miss her so much there's jus now way to describe my loneliness.
And when I finally got the chance to chat with her,
there is once again no way to describe my emotions..
I was so happy,I felt like I was walking on the moon..
But happiness are always meant to be short-lived..
After the session ended,I'm once again left alone in this loneliness.
Dear god,how i wish to be able to see her again soon..
But let not be a meeting of sacrifice..
I'll only meet her,when there's a chance created by god..
When none of us hav to give up anything.
Lest it be out last..
Hmmm,every moment,i can only wonder wads she doing.
How I wish man could fly,or even teleport..
That way,I can stay by here sde whenever we want..


Seperation is painful,when the love is too deep..

Hmmm,oh yah
Honey,if you are bored,you can look for games here,
www.heavygames.com..
Hope it helps..
Muacks,I love you..


Or,you can still chat with miie,
Heex,I don mind,as long as I can still hear from you..

Separation-The Pain

Can life be even more lonely than it is now?
Hope not..I'm already at my breaking point..
Now,I can finally understand the pain..
The pain and loneliness of separation.
Separation from the one I love in my heart.
The one and only love in my heart..
It may have been only two days..
But it seems like we were separated for months.
Is there no salvation in this suffering?
Only thy heart will know the answer..
My heart will not waver,
and it will stand even stronger than it was.
I will not be defeated by the agony,
and I believe thou will meet me soon..

Well,its today..
She just left for Malaysia..
For how long,nobody can say..
But no matter how long she is gone,
I'll still be waiting patiently here for her..

Today I went to see her off..
Pass her a booklet for Os and a secret letter..
I was so happy to see her today..
At least I got one last look at her..
After that,I went downstairs to wait for her..
I wanted to see her off..
Phew,her family didnt saw me..
But I did saw her family car leave..
Hmmm,feel like crying,but as a man,
I held back my tears..
After that,I intended to go eat breakfast.
But suddenly no mood..
So instead of eating,
I took a long walk home,
all the way from her hse to mine..
Hmmm,hope she will return soon ba..

I'll definitely be waiting..
Because true love,is worth waiting for...