First post of the new year..Although i do regret it isnt on the first day of the new year..
Well,you cant really blame me,don really hav time to post,so I've to wait until today..
Hmmm,jus to update everyone who hav a short antenna,SHE's back..
I'm so glad,so happy,so excited,feel like flying;jumping;crying(tears of joy);laughing and most importantly,seeing her..
I did get my chance to see her..First,I visited her during the night that day she was back..But of course,i didnt visit her alone..I had xj as cover,thanks so much su nu.
That night,we chatted and chatted till it was eleven before we finally left for home..
Hmmm,how i wish we could talk whole night..Even if we run out of topic,i jus wanna stay by her side..hmmm..God,will there eva be such a chance??
After that night,all we've done is smsing each other..I really miss her so much more,because we were like so near yet so far..I know that i can visit her..yet i cant.. God really know how make fun of man..
But hey,who know that the almighty is actually quite merciful at times.after all,i still got a chance to meet her again..
This time,its at east coast..She was there with her family for an outing..But she went there very early,so when i was about to reach,she was about to leave..In the end,we meet only a short while..A peck,and she's gone..
But God,i'm contented..I dont expect much..not because i don love her,but i know i wont put her in danger..We cant risk being exposed..To be together,sometime sacrifice must be make..Lets jus hope we wont hav to sacrifice her life,although i'm willing to lay down mine..God,hav mercy for us..
For now,lets stop talking about god..i jus had a phone conversation with her..Miss her so much i really hope we could talk longer..But as i've said,i cant risk her..So the call ended not longer than 20min..something 19min plus plus..Hmmmm,jus hope that i can call her again tonight..
Hmmmm,i think its time to stop..If not ppl will complain : "hey,can you don write so much,like grandmother liddat,you know its takes a lot of time to read?"
LOL.. I think i'll end here.. Catchya later..
To her,my ever increasing love will never stop..
I'll make a second seems like an eternity,
and a minute seems like 60 eternity,
and an hour into 3600 eternity,
Because then,you cant imagine how long a true eternity will be,
and thats how long we will love each other..
