YO..The time has finally come..MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
The time, for me to stop playing computer games and start studying...
for a while..
Well, today I must really restrict myself from playing my games le..
Because tml, will be the start of my eos test..Boring...
Lucky for me, I have the whole of today to read up for the module tml..
Inorganic and organic chem..Shouldnt be a problem..=))
Well, we will see bout that tml when i take the test..haha..
As for the rest of test, I aint gonna prepare yet..
Because they aint close enough for me to remember what I have revise..
I have a serious problem, thats ultra short term memory..
Whatever things I put inside my brain, they will disappear quickly..
Well, to make it up for that, I have fully utilised my short term memory storage.
I can remember a lot of things quickly, but i will forget bout them in a few days..
Tipical hur? well, this is how stupid people like me make it through major exam..
I have never believe in working hard constantly throughout a study sem..
Because I know no matter how much effort I put it, I will forget it..
So, ten years of education have make me realise that the only by the useage of short term memory, can I at least pass my test..Thats for a stupid person like me...haha..

Well, gotta stop crapping so much le..
Running out of time..Gotta start.. Cya..

Hmmm.Why must it eventually come down to this..

Why can I endure so long only to burp it put on impulse..

Why must I say what I said and go on this path of no return..

To my class, I'm sorry but this is how I feel..

I may be asking why,but I never regret a decision in life..
Cuz it those decision that makes me who I am,
Dere cant be a second way around it..

For all my life, I worked as an efficient team player, or a exceptional individual..
But I have never ever tried supporting a whole team with skills of an individual..
Never have I worked with a team that doesnt cares bout the team,
never so divided...
Well,as they always said,there is a first time for everything,
and so I realise I don work well in this type of situation..
Cuz when u see ya effort yields no appreciation, u back down..
Thats a simple theroy of human midset, the selfisness of humans..

Well..I do admit,I am selfish at times..
But its because I have been so selfless oftenly that sometiems,I think its okie jus to be a little selfish..I reserve the right to be normal,why must I always be giving in and giving up..

I maybe stubborn on certain issue, so stubborn that even I hate myself for it..But u cant change the way I think on certain issue jus because you think its better this way..I don view the world through the same light, the same window.. I take on another point of view,that shows me a different world..

I really feel stupid writing all that..But I feel like sometime, I cant jus think bout all this in my mind..Its better saying them out..

Thats all I have to say..Good nitex to all..

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Kinda bored nowadays...
Poly fifty over le, training stopped temp..
Studies have to continue and exams are coming...
And u know wad?
I aint stress at all..Still playing games, still dotaing..
Well..Studies aint my cup of tea..

Nothing to do so I went round reading posts from ppl I link..
Found this personality test webbie and decided to have a look at myself..
Here are what they say:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

lol..a bit true..well, depends on how well u know me and how u judge ppl..
but i generally agree with what they say..lol..unusual job..
i did consider sweeper..maybe i will really be one?haha...
well..bout the love heart..maybe they are true..
i am always serious in a love relationship...
i give in all my 100% effort..to make sure in last..
n because of that..i always end up hurting myself or the other party..
its really difficult to find a peaceful life...

Hmmm..Feeling kinda tired and bored lately..
Both tired and bored of this life..
Well..I know its tiring,but I will still hold on..
I know its bored, but well, everything is bored in this world..
Its diffcult for people to understand me..
Because I am not who I show myself as..
And partly because, I don really have a real me..
Recently, I realise that my personality behaves like titto..
And what does that means??
Well, titto is a pokemon that can shape shifts and copy the monster he is fighting..
Thats kinda like me personality..
I also don know why I am like this..
Maybe it because I give up too easy le bah..
I take everything too lightly, and I never really go out and cre8 an identity of my own..
It like I will instinctively become more like the people I am currently closer to..
And the effect doesnt comes with long contact, it comes and goes quickly..
Why cant I cre8 and have a personality..Why doesnt I stop myself..
Maybe, I don really feel that there is a need to bah..
After all, while everyone is aiming for a future, I am aiming for the end..

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Well..I don really care what people say..
Its a fact that I am God damm stubborn, and I wont change..
But for now, I should jus be contented and stay happy..
I cant understand the world, neither will they understand me..

Hey..Its 1 am in the morning...Gotta be sleeping soon le..So sianx...
Well, later this afternoon will be poly 50 le..
Hope I can really do well and don disappoint everyone..
We've come this far together,
I don wanna fail everyone..
JIAYOU TEAM 2 SPA!!!
WE CAN DO IT..
I CAN DO IT!!
WE CAN ALL DO IT!!!!
haha..
Glup`~~
Hope i don lsoe sleep over this..
Haha..
NItex everyone..

Hmmm..So bored nowadays..
Seriously gonna change my blogskin le..
Everyday look at the skin also a bit sian..
Haha..But its easier said than done..
Wan make my own skin also so difficult..
Not becasue I don know how..But i don know where to start..
Haiz..Next time bah..Hope i can change it soon..
Haha..So sian..

I gotta apologize to those that i haven linked..Will do it soon de so don worry..
haha..
i go sleep first le..Nitex guys =)

Haha..Dang, 12 plus le still cant fall asleep...So sianx..
Tml meeting sec skol friends le..So glad =)
Hmmm...Nothing much today..
Did som training and practice how to run the relay.
Hope everyones do their best.. =)
Went to have dinner with the spa guys...
Though nothing much to eat, I was still quite glad..
Well,take care everyone..Nitex... =)

Okay..Dang it..I aint gonna complete my report jus yet..
Nvm, I go sleep now..Stock up energy later in the afternnon got time den do..
Sianned..
Nitex Everyone..

Okie, wonderful..
Look at the time now..Its two am in the morning..
So wad the hell am doing, Why am i still awake?
Well, its all for the stupid rwp presentation that I have to complete by hook or by crook.
So why am I blogging?
Course its time for coffee break..OMG..I just love it..
Well, its my third cup tonight le..
Cant say its not alot, but compared to when I am working, this is considered little..
(Well, I had around 10 cups worth of coffee during work, on average)
But no matter how many cups of coffee I have,
I seriously have never tried to make coffee with cold water..
AND I just tried it because my house is out of hot water...
I am too lazy to boil water at this hour and I don wanna wake my dad..
So I just had to give it a try...
Well, with a little more water and a lot more stiring, I managed to dissolve the coffee..
Thanks god, at least I got my battery..
Well, I aint gonna talk much more..Gotta move on.. Now just starting on procedures..Die le..