Dear readers, to who ever it may concern,
Thank you so much for visiting this blog..
Its 2011 now, 4 years since I deleted the old contents in my blog,
and restarted my archive of memories..
From the start till now, its been a rather bumpy ride, but yet an enriching one,
as I see myself growing up and learning more about myself and the world..
The ups and downs in my life, are surely, and definitely a part of me..
Its my memories, my experiences, my life lessons..
And as much as I cherish such memories, its time I move on..
The time has come for me, to let my past go, and embrace my future..
My past, is supposed to educate me, and give me the knowledge I need, to wield my future..
It is not supposed to be my chains, that hold me back in a prison, I built around my heart..
As such, I'm thankful, for my wonderful friends that have been my pillar of support, you guys know more about me than I do myself..
I'm also thankful, for my parents and families, for bringing me up and giving me the freedom to let me walk my own path.. You son, I, might have strayed from the right path, time to time.. But I'm glad you didn't let a short detour hindered your trust for me..
To all my ex, which some of you I hate, some of you I'm sorry towards, some of you I don't have anything for you, but then again, I'm thankful for the relationship we shared.. Because it is with you girls, that I was able to experience what it feels like to be in a relationship.. What it feels like to be responsible as a man.. What it feels like, to have to think about someone else, to cry for someone else, to miss someone else.. Be it bad or good memories, I would take them with me, as life experience.. But understand that it does not means I'm ready to be friends with you all.. If I didn't contact you at all to try and be friends again, it means I don't want to be friends.. So please just let me move on and we should just be leading our own lives.. No offense there.. But I meant what I said..
To those other special people in my life, like the really close friends that I share everything about with.. And to those few girls that helped me step out slowly from my last relationship and accepting my mistake for who I'm.. I would be lying to say I'm not feeling indignant about it, because if I did, then it means I didn't really have feelings for you all.. But as much as I'm feeling that little bit of regret, I know its better that we remain as friends because after all, I realized my world is really different from everyone else..
I was dumb, I was stupid, but I grew up, and I matured..
And this was my life, and everything I did..
I might be break my chains but I'm gonna take them with me..
Thanks again for reading all the way down,
this is MxFate, signing off for the very last time in this blog..
And so I'm off..
