HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! (also to daryl as well)
LOL.. Though its a bit off, but its the earliest i can manage..
Well, with that, I'm officially eighteen..
Entering adult hood..
Entering a age where I can make my own decision..
Entering a age of less boundaries..
Though at the same time, new boundaries are form..
But regardless of which,
I know I've grown..
I know I've matured..
I know I'm still me..
Lets just hope it remains this way..
Happy eighteen birthday muxing..
Give myself a pat on the back..
Congratz for making it this far..
LOL.. Cheers..

YO EVERYONE!!
FIRST AND FOREMOST,
I WISH ALL OF YOU A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
MAY IT BE A CLAM AND PEACEFUL YEAR AHEAD OF US!!
BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE AND HOPES THAT U ALL STAY HAPPY =D

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Woots..So tired now..
Just reached home from zheng tang zhu hse..
Went to have an early "tuan bai" =D
Its always our custom for the youth group ppl to do this,
meeting up early in the morning on the first day of the lunar calender,
just to visit some "tang zhu" and do a early bai nian.
This time we visited people like my dad, alvin's dad, jian kai's dad, ting feng's dad zheng tang zhu, wang zhu.. Should be about it.. Haha..
Collected a few ang baos, although we werent really aiming for it..
Our main purpose is still to bai nian though.. Haha..
Well, I guess thats it for now..
Gotta rest a bit then wait for my dad to come home..
After that will be going to grams hse..
Oh well, cya guys tonight if i may.. cheers..

Nothing much to do..
Nothing much to say..

Life's like that yo..
Bored to hell..
And there's nothing u can do bout it..

Crap..
Oh well, working later on..
Guess its time for me to get some sleep..
But doesnt matters..
My workplace got free flow of coffee..
Coffee = caffeine = energy =D
Guess I'll manage it..
Later evening will be having soccer..
Hopes everything turns out well..
Nitez everyone..

Digusted.. At myself...

Why cant I do even a simple thing..


That barrier.. Just wont go away...

I need someone else to break it down..

I cant do it..


So thats it hurr.. I am nothing but a loser...

Crap...

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Well, today is thursday..
The long awaited day...
Haha..
After lesson today,
went down to Beauty World..
Met up with JJ, Ben and Shawn..
Thanks guys..
For taking ya time out to acc me..
Although I know you all are just nosey..
Just wanna take a look at who that "her" is..
Haha..
Oh well..
I did what I set out to accomplised..
I saw her..
And leave it at that..
Should have done more..
Should have talk more..
Should have at least asked for a number..
...
Did nothing for that sort..
What kinda loser I'm..
Well, doesnt matters..
I think this was the way it was meant to be..
Well, like I always says..
Leave it all to fate..
If, I happen to see her outside of BW,
I think I wont hesitate..
Thats what I call fate..
Oh well..
Crap..
Like such good things will happen to me..
Wait long long bah..
Oh well, I going sleep le.. Nitez guys..

Well well well..
Tomorrow is thursday..
Haha..
So whats so special about tomorrow..
Well, tomorrow I'm going down to Beauty World..
And why am I going there tomorrow?
Well..
I'm going to buy one more clothes..
(Thats an excuse, although its quite valid)
Haha..
Well, I'm also going down to see that sale girl..
I dont think I will be getting her number..
Cuz I really feel that this is not my style..
I guess tomorrow will be the last time I see her..
Cuz after new year, I may not be buying anymore clothes..
This will give me no reason to go to Beauty World again..
Haha..
Well, kinda looking forward to it.. Although its our last meeting..
Just hoping that she will be there tomorrow..
Although I got a feeling she wont be in..
Oh well..Crap..

And one more thing.. Can I have some tags??
I wannna cry le..
SOb sOB..

Feeling kinda retarded recently..
Been doing and saying bunch of lame stuff..
Haha.. Dont know what else to keep me moving on..
Feeling so god damm tired nowadays..
Must be the side effect of not getting enuff sleep..
Well, I think I must first define enuff sleep..
12 hrs? haha.. I think its almost impossible now..
I cant even afford a 10 hours sleep..
You take a look at the time now.. Almost 12..
And by tml morning, I would have woken by 6 or 7..
Man, I should be getting used to it..
But my body just wont listen..
I belong to those type of lazy people that need alot of sleep..
But its seems like I aint.. Crap..

Nothing intersting much..
Just realise that after the race,
my left knee is kinda injured..
I also don know wads the porblem with it..
Just know that I will feel pain just walking up stairs..
Crap..
Lets hope it recover soon.. Damm..
Then there's this thing about the sales girl at Beauty world..
LOL.. Seems like I am havin a "fever"
But its a "wind" fever.. LOL..
FA FONG SAO..
Well, since this sat, after I bought some clothes dere,
I cant forget her..
I think its wads u call love at fall sight..
Haha..
Quite retarded..
Haven really decide on the course of action..
But looking at my chrac, I guess I will most likely choose to let it slide..
After all, its just a moment of impule..
Better stop myself from thinking too much..
Its just impossible.. LOL..
Oh well, other than this girl, I don really have much else to talk bout..
LOL..
Nitez everyone..

Man.. Today is the day.. I confirmed something..
I seriously hate competition..
Because I think that the pointless strugle to be the best,
is really not my cup of tea..
For me, I think just doing what you can, is good enough..
I dont have the urge to want to compete to win others..
Because I dont really see the point..
You may win today, but what will u gain?
Just for a day you are a winner, but what about the rest of the day..
Well, maybe I'm just kinda stupid..
People will just say, we all want to win, even if its for a day..
Well, stupid I may be, my thinking wont change..
Cause I am stubborn.. Oh well...

SAFRA ADVENTURA.. Completed..
Can be considered my first adventure race..
Well, maybe my first race as well..
Doesnt matter..
Fact is, I wasnt even in my normal form today..
Zero energy, Zero strength, Zero stamina..
Sianx.. Drag down my partner..
Sux.. Heng we didnt end with "DNF"
DNF stands for DID NOT FINISH..
That would be uterly wad the fuck..
Oh well.. I think we may be the last team..
Because we don see any other team after us..
CRAP!!! URGH..

Ok, time to update a little before i set off from my hse..
Uptill now, I have not strayed too much from the schedule..
With some minor exception..
Like for today, after training, I did rush to cck for soccer.
After soccer, what I did was rushed home for dinner and then,
I have to pray.. Because today is the 15th day of the lunar calander..
As today is the last 15th of the year(I repeat, lunar calander),
we have to pray to god for what was given to us for the year.
Then we have to pray for forgivness for the bad things we have done..
After that, we will have to pray for next year to be smooth..
Well, we're halfway done..
Lets hope we get it over soon, after that, I will start packing and then set off for my fren hse..
Tml is the adventura race.. Lets hope we do our best..
Cheers..
Cya peeps..

Busy Busy Busy...
Fully packed schedule..
But I believe that with will,
one can make a difference..
Like for example, in the midst of school term,
where everyone is preparing for EOY exam,
Team Shadows managed to have a msn conference..
What makes is special is that everyone is present..
CHEERS EVERYONE!!
11.13 pm Wednesday, 07 January 2009
First memorable date of this year.. Cool right..
Well, lets hope we could have more of this type of conference..
If not to discuss important stuff,
we can still have a mass talk cock session..
Looking forward to that..

Ok, lets look at the part about fully pack schedule..
Wassup with that?
Haha.. Well, guess its only because its me bah..
Like this week, 5th skol till 5, then went home, prepare slide for CRS
6th, skol till 3, go work till 9, reach home 10, do a bit work sleep at 1 plus..
7th, skol till 12, slack till 3, work till 9, reach home 10, conference with shadows, later do work.
8th, skol till 3, do project till 4.30, training(rock climbing and absailing), go home do reports.
9th, skol 1 to 3, before that complete AE&E, after three maybe go NP..
10th, morning training to wad ever time, den rush down to Soccer at cck..
11th, ADVENTURA Race..
12th, lets not go so far.. Hahha..
As u can see.. I'm fully pack already.. Needa try to make time le..
Haha..At least now I have something to keep me occupied..

Other Stuffs??
Well, I just seek the concern of the class for everyone to agree on the birthday plan..
From this year onward, everyone will be given $10 of the class fund as a surpirses..
Its up to the others to plan something..=D
Lets hope this strengthens the class unity bah..

And 1 more thing.. To the 20th person in our class who may be leaving,
I hope that u know that u will be miss..
Our time tgt may be short, but a fren is a fren..
Everyone still continues to believe u as a part of the class..
Come see us soon ok?
We are concerned about u...

Thats all le bah..
Cheers..

Well.. Lets see.. What can I talk about..
How bout I post two of the phrases I thought about..
These two I really like.. =D
One is located at the bottom of the screen on my blog..
Lest you people out there who didnt realise..

"Some people say that life is a piece of white paper for us to decorate, I say that life is a piece of black paper, and its up to us to clean it"
Why such thinking? People may ask me..
Well.. I believe everyone of us is born into this world, as a Sinner..
Thats the reason we are born.. If not, we would have been gods..
Or least, a resident in Heaven..
But since we are born as human, it means that we have unfinshed business..
And I think, thses business are debts we own..
Debts we must repay one way or another, before we return heaven..
This is why, before everyone of us repays our debt,
this endless struggle of life cycle will never be broken...
Thats what I believe in...

Next phrase is my currect msn nick:
"One rotten apple spoils the whole barrel, One bad mistake crushes a man life.."
I also added then, 'this much I speak from experience'
People will say, a bad mistake cant crush your life,
if u willed it not to..
If you are strong, you will overcome it eventually..
Well, if u can overcome it, I'm guessing its jus a small mistake..
A big mistake is not something you can just forgive yourself for..
Not something the world will forgive just like that..
I believe once in a while, people make such big mistake..
And it becomes lock in the person heart, one without a key..
Thus, the only way into that person heart,
is a will so strong that it can break through the lock without a key..

Difficult to understand, well its okie..
Just treat as something I just want to say..
If you dont agree with me, its okie..
I didnt ask for comment.. Just read and go away..
LOL..

Well well well..
Lets see what we have..
Two short post in a matters of hours, or years..
Well, we ended 2008 with the last post just now..
And now, we have to start 2009 with the first post no bout..
So what have I done for this new year??
Well, I have visited any possible link from my blog,
and tagged people wishing them a happy new year..
Lets hope so people do wish me back..LOL..
Though I did already receive some sms..
Thanks:Peng Yu, Jia Yan, Why Kei Mei, Eezzat, Shao Quan, Shi Hui, Qian Ting Nuer, Johnson,Chong Ying Nuer,Ben Tan, Jia Jun noob, Javey for wishing me a happy new year via sms..
And thanks to Varerie and Jie Lin Mei for wishing me via msn...
For other who may wish me later, I thank you too...
And to everyone out dere, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Best wishes to everyone.. =D