Last night.
Was horrible..

I wanted so much to prevent it.
I wanted so much to keep myself from saying it..
But in the end, it all doesnt matter..


We've made the decison now..
We may regret, we may be hurt..
But theree is no turning back in life..
No u-turn, no go-stun..
But do remember, that no matter wad happen..
Stay happy..

I've failed again..
A loser..
A total failure..
A goner..

Give me a gun, and I will shoot myself..
Give me a knief, and I will stab myself..
Give me a fork, and I pork myself..
Give me a sword, and I will slash myself..
Give me a building, and I will jump down..
Give me poison, and I will end myself..
Give me hell, and I will embrance it..

Because for a beast, there is no better place than hell..


8 months, 28 days..
273 days..

I had her with me then..Now its me again..
I'm sorry..

SPA ROX!! YESAH!! All the way people!!
WooTs!! So high right now,because i jus attended the SPA camp..
SPA = Singapore Poly Adventurers!! ?Yesah!!
=) Although the two days were tiring,its was really fun..
From the first day night walk,to the second days 'hulu' gathering game,den the bonfire n finally a third day of sea activity..Omg,we were pushed to our limits..And that is so FUN!! ?Yesas!!
I may have lost my voice,but i will never lose the spirit..
Now i know that this club is really the one for me..
At least I can do things that i like =)

Here,I want to thanks the family members from JETIX!! WE ROX BIG TIME!! YESAH!!
haha..and then,i want to thanks my leaders,who try all they could to inspire us and to bring up the mood!! YESAH!! THANKS YOU TO ALL!!
and i wont forget our buddy empire,the JETO!! Without u guys, the BEST JETCO wont be formed!! THANK U!!
to the special group of us,those we really sacifice our time to stay throughout,a very big thanks and apperciation,you peeps make my day..I cant imagine if everyone left..
to those who left early,I wasnt scolding you peeps =) YESAH!! i know u all have impt things to do..thats y i wont blame u guys..but.. stay in contact alright?!! YESAH!!


Hmmm,kk lar,its late le,going to sleep soon..Nitex all!!

P.S. sorry darling,have to be away for 3 days..Hugz..really missya..
P.S.S. Hey Wee Hao,dont think i forget bout you..You are the best too!! YESAH!! work hard yea?

I'm here to post..
Was trying to sleep,but couldnt fall asleep..
Don know why,recently keep havin a lot of stuff in my mind..
Thinking bout this,worrying bout that,troubled by this n that..
Hmmm,if someone told me life is like a piece of white paper,
I will tell them mine is almost black..
Hmmm..All I ever do is run..
I dont ever look back,jus keep running forward..
Wad ever happens,I jus throw them to fate,and run..
Hmmm,when will i start solving my own problems..
Recently,kinda slacking a bit..
Well,next week will be called chiong week..
Think I will have to stick to this balance..
One week purely chiong,one week purely slack..
Maybe it will work out for me?

Sorry dear,this few days seems kinda busy for ya..
I don wanna admit it,but our distance seems to be growing..
Hmmm..I know I told me to sleep first,but I woke up again..
So i decide to read ya post..
If you have any problems,do tell me okie?
Share everything with me n we will share it together..
Hugz..I go sleep le..