24th December

10 whole days since I last posted..

Been an awfully long ten days..

Lets start with what what happened just yesterday..

23th December..

Well, today is a long awaited day..

Finally going to meet someone I waited so long for..

And I eventually did..

Well, I might have sacrificed my level 2 abseiling test today,

But I know that I will get it back sooner or later..

And I know that everything was worth it in the end..

Because I gained something of greater value..

Today, I conquered myself.. I suppressed the beast.. I controlled my emotions..

It was a long fight,

one with a big disadvantage against me..

But I did it in the end..

I was so close to committing the crime I did then..

But I'm so glad now that I've proven myself..

Once again, I've found the new courage to stand up..

And fight for things in my life I really want..

I might have fallen off the right track some where in my life,

but now once I'm back on,

there's no stopping me..

I will not fail again!!

Thanks to you..

For what ever you've done,

what ever you've sacrificed..

I will keep them close to my heart,

as a constant reminder,

and as a testimony to my actions..

I cant begin to tell u how grateful I'm now..

Both to god and to you..

You're the one I need..

Tml is the eve of NIKE..

Eve of Christmas..

This three days of pure kayaking,

is exactly what I need to unwind and have fun..

well, I hope I can clear my minds off what ever loads I've as well..

Cheers..

22rd December

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15 December

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