Thinking About Life..

Okay, before I move on to the title topic, lets provide a little update on my life..

First up is school.. I'm officially entering the last day, of the second week in a few minutes..

Lesson is pretty much fine up till now, should be manageable..

Its the projects that are killers.. FYP and PDPE..

Also, practicals are gonna start soon and so, reports are gonna stream in..

Well, its my last final sem, I just hope to pass without any glitch..

Thats my target..

Okay, next up is 3 star assessment on the 24th of October, 2010..

Well, its been a long journey, but its definitely not the end..

Many have thought I would reach this check point earlier,

but I'm really sorry to say, everyone just have different priorities..

Anyway, what matters most is I'm here now, and I'm definitely gonna move on..

L1 coach up next.. Gonna save up and pay 1 last time for a course..

Before money's gonna start streaming in..

After all, I've been trying to survive without income for more than half a year now..

And its really hard.. Consider I've so much expedition and courses to take..

Plus now I'm aiming to go Thailand and Austrilia. Hola!!

Okay, other than passing my 3 star assessment,

I also took my NAPFA and receive my first ever Gold Award..

I don't care what others people thing and say,

I just wanna say I'm god dammed happy because I finally got a gold award..

You don't know how much it means to someone who have never receive it..

Just because he was always short of a few cm in standing board jump..

Although this year the you could say the person cheated a little for me,

I knew jolly well I coulda jump well over 232cm.. Thats not a lie..

Anyway, I got my Gold, and my Crumpler pouch.. Thats all that matters!

Anyway, recently a close friend of mine brought me some really interesting news,

and although I would really like to say/do something to help,

I still think that letting nature takes its course would be for the best..

For those who think they know wad I'm refering to, and you think its you, and you think you might wanna talk to me to clarify anything or ask for advice or just to talk or anything, you know I'm always on.. Hoho.. Hope I got this hidden message across.. And hope its not too direct..

Anyway, all the best.. You have my support..

Okay, with updates done, lets move on to my own life.. This has really become a long post..

Basically, I've been thinking much about what I wanna do..

Maybe I shoulda done it earlier, but as I've said, we all have our own priorities..

I chose not to plan early ahead because I rather use that time to play then..

Those past 19 years werent live in vain because I know,

I've definitely played to my fullest.. That was my priorities..

For now, I need a plan for ny future.. Not just one, but a few, just in case..

For starters, I'm trying to start to be active in WV now,

because I know this is a lifestyle I'm not gonna discard..

Kayaking has been one of the only few sports, that I've managed to stay interested in..

But I need think bigger, about what I wanna do..

I've thought about going to uni.. But for starters, I'm neither interested in Business (at all) and Sciences (complex) now.. I might seems like I could be a Science guy when I was in pri and sec school, but its getting really difficult for me to stay interested in Science.. I rather do something more practical.. Something like Social Work.. Ha! Look at all your damm faces.. That shock and astonish faces.. Well, its not like I'm being random or anything but, I AM, really interested in Social Work.. Particularly in helping small kids who faces family problems.. I just wanna give them a chance, to experience childhood, the ordinary way.. But thats just something I thought I wanna do, so I cant really be sure yet..

Next up, through a friend who was trying to convince me to go uni, he told me that I could trying getting into NIE so I could be a PE teacher.. It didnt really cross my mind back then but recently, I've been giving it more thoughts.. As a PE teacher, I can learn skills to teach more effectively.. This would definitely helps in my coaching career in kayaking.. And further more, I can help spread this sports to more youngster, expending this community.. And even best, I just have to study hard so as to not drop out, and I will be receiving money while studying.. Aint that great? Previously, I was really against the idea of going into uni because I thought I wasn't interested in studies anymore, and that I dont really have that kinda money.. But this definitely solves the money problem, and it gives me a chance, to discover if I still wanna study, or not.. With my first step into uni through NIE, I might reconsider my decision, and further my studies, heading for a masters or something..

Well, both ideas seems really okay but I havent really decided yet.. In the end, I've decided I will save up capital and in the end, switch to a full time coach or open up a small eatery, or both.. Being a chef was one of my dreams and if I could successfully open my own eatery, I would be both a chef and a boss.. Its still kinda still a dream now but this serves as a pretty good target for now.. At least now I know for the next 30 years of my life, I know what to aim for.. Anyway, relationship is the least of my concern now.. Since I cant seems to get those I like, and there's no one who like me, just let me stay single for a while longer bah.. Maybe my Miss right will appear soon.. hoho..

Well, this pretty sums up wad I've been thinking about my life.. But regardless, I still hav 2 years to think though carefully while in there.. Maybe I might just change what I wanna do.. But thats all future tense.. For now, lets let MxFate, the-once-in-a-while-blogger sign off, and grab some sleep.. Hola! Nitez!!