Okay.. Here's the plan..

Income, 270..
Return my supervisor 100, left 170..
Return Jiajun 14, left 156..
Make spec 100(Hoping i can get this price), left 56..
Wait.. By sunday, its a start of a new week, so I should have 20 from dad..(Hope so)
I will have 76..
76,keep it first or make passprot..(tentative)
If i get 100 from my sis back, it would be 176..I'll make passport..
If i don get 100 bac from my sis, the passport would wait..
LEts hope I survive next week.. *GLUP*

Devastation..

This is the only word that can describe my plight now..
Feeling so stressed up now..
Totally dont know what's the next step I must take..

Debts to be repayed:
$100 to my supervisior..
$150 to my brother..
24 meals to my ah mei..n the bio essence + O2 skin mask..
$14 to jiajun for the mouse

Complusory things I need to get:
Renew my passport, $70 to $80 plus..
Buy a new spec cuz I dropped it in the sea.. At most $100

Things I wanna get(but I don think I will le):
Replenish my contact lens supplies: $150
Buy a pair of street soccer boots: $80

Total cash avaliable:
$0

Total cash coming in by 28 this month
$270

...
What the hell..
Its gonna take me time to decide..
What should I do with it..
Repay my debts, or buy complusory stuf..
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ann on top of that, my ear have been giving me problem..
I think its telling me to go see the doctor..
But i cant..No money le..Haiz..Stupid ear..
Why must bad things come all at the same time..
It just complicate stuff..
Why cant god make life easier..
So we can just live it normally n die normally..
...
If only life was that easy..
It would have been so much more peaceful..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Stupid..

okay..forget to post my results..
not that bad, not too good either..
but thats okay, i don really care..
at least i didnt have to forward module..
muhahaha..
plus plus plus, u know wad?
I cant continue my diploma plus..
YESSAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Fuck that module man..
SERIOUSLY WASTING MY TIME!!
Finally got it off my back..Heng sia..
I made a good choice not going for the semestral exam..
Now I'm off for good..Yes!!
Okie, enough crap already..
Here's the result for my other module..

Cp5045-Introduction to Chemical Engineering-3 credit-A
CP5047-Chemical Engineering Principles B-4 credit-A
Cp2126-Engineering Maths-5 credit-Dist
Lc0203-Report Writing n Presentation-2 credit-B
Sp0202-Innovation Design n Enterprise in Action(IDEA)-2 credit-B
Cp4006-Inorganic n Organic Chemistry-5 credit-B+ ... =( n i thought i would be at least A...
Cp5048-Introduction to Plant Design n Simulation-2 credit-B+
Cp6002-Introduction to Microbiology-4 credit-C HENG SIA..NO FORWARD!! YES!!

Semester n cummulative GPA-3.426
Allowed to continue in this course..
Heng..

Okay,thats about it..I'm quite happy with my results cept for inorganic n organic chem..
Gotta do better next tym..
Microbiology totally gave up so ya..Pass jiu hao..
LOL..
Hope everyone got good grades..Cheers..

LOL..Thats so shitty..
You know what I discovered?
I just realise I posted what I wanna post on sat into my class blog..
HAHA..
Nvm, I delete it le..LOL
Actually right, for those who read it,
the nobody-read-blog is reffering to my blog..
LOL..No the class blog..Haha..
Anyway,what I say then was:
I am going on a trip to malaysia to climb a mountain..
We will be packing sun on sunday, stay overnight at the clubhse,
n go over to malaysia n start hiking on mon,sleep on base camp,
n climb down on tuesday..
Cool..But now we've been dere, done that..
For the whole trip,I will just sumarize the experience..
The trip to malaysia was boring..
The hike up Mt.Datok was tiring..
The view at the submit was simply breath-taking..
The stay throughout the night on the mountain is unforgetable..
The hike down was trilling n dangerous..
The visit around the town was HOT..
The trip home was sleepy n tired..
The moment I reach home, its home sweet home la..LOL..
So thats bout it..What happens, dere, I lazy to type..
If u wanna know, come chat with me someday.. =)
Tired le..Nitez everyone.. =)

Well well well, its been quite a few days since I updated my blog..

Here's what happened recently...

Last Friday,
I successfully changed the skin of my blog by myself..
Although it aint that great, I am really glad that I have accomplished this much..
Cheers=)

Last Sat,(morning thru afternoon)
Went for SPA training in the morning till the afternoon..
Did alot of kayaking skills training..
Although I haven master Eskimo roll and some of the advance skill..
I'm glad I had much practice and this will surely help later on..
Overall, the training was fun..as always..
Well,actually, its was quite tiring but I think its all worth it..=)
Cheers=)

Last Sat,(evening)
Went for Shadows soccer practice..
Was supposed to play against some other friends of ours who arent in the team..
End up they mass boycott..
Oh well,cant really blame them..Their promos coming soon..
Thats why I dont like going to JC..Everything seems so stress...
Oh well,other than the boycott,an argument happened..
So just what the fuck happened?
I wont say who is right,who is wrong,who is at fault,who is the victim..
Because we are all wrong..
From now on,I hope everyone can go home and seriously think about this:
Can I tolerate each other temper?
Can I tolerate each other shortcomings?
Can I forgive each other for the past mistake?
Can we move forward as a team?
Think,about why we form this team in the first place..
Think why waste so much money to be wearing the same jersey and argue with each other..
Think why we waste so much time coming down for training everytime..
Think about the bonds we have created..
Think about the things this team achieved together..
Think about the effort everyone of us put into this team..

And if after much consideration, u feel that u cant stay in this team, I wont stop u from quitting..If not, Please..For the sake of this team..Not just for me, for you, or for him..But for this team..Since we have decided to form this team, lets start a new chapter in our life with this team, as the main character, and have it end with a happy ending..

Thats all I can ever ask for..

Last Sunday,
Went for religion tuition class in the morning..
Had a few kids messed up my morning..
Man,this kinda of thing will either make me a very patient guy, or a very fiery guy..
Lets hope I go the correct way..
Well,tuition was a failure.The kids dont even wanna listen to me..
Forget it..
We have activity session after that..
I shared a meaningful story with them but the kids dont seems to understand...
Oh well..They are kids afterall..
Played murderer and detective afterwards and had lunch..
Oh ya,we learn a few religious songs which was..disastrous..
No one have the talent to sing, plus, the pitch is like so high..
...How are we supposed to sing?
Oh well..
After lunch, the kids left and we had a sharing session with a tang zhu..
She share with us her life experience that I think will really inspire us on..
For mankind, lets hope we don fail =)

Today..
Fuck..Woke up by a phone call received by my manager..
"Boy, you got a complain"
...Fuck..How the hell did i get a complain..
She explain to me and say that a customer had a sandwich with missing ingredients..
Hmmm..So what really happened?
Did she not taste it or did I forget to put it..
Doesnt matters now, I jus have to imporve and do better next time=)
At least this job puts me closer to being a chef..
I am more than gald=)

Well, thats its for this few days..

And oh ya..I am dead broke..No money and a few trips coming up..How am I gonna survive this..God..

hey,i'm here again..haha..
n u know why?because I have got another story to share..=P
over the years,i have collected meaningful emails..
And i do believe that i sould take out some really nice one for others to read=D
do read on=D

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window.

The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.

He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue: There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'

HEY PEOPLE.MY NEW SKIN IS 99% DONE!!
ARENT YOU ALL GLAD FOR ME!!
CMON,GIVE ME A PAT ON MY HEAD AND SAY GOOD JOB..
WAKAKA.SO BUAY BA..HAHA..

okay okay..jokes asides..Actually,my blog skin is considered done le...
My snapshots of my life wont be updated so soon cuz:
1.I don have much photos of myself..
2.I am lazy..
3.Well,I don feel like putting my ugly picture..
...

Well,I will put it on the public demand it =P
but I don think anyone will really wan me to put more of my own pic so =D
lets jus leave it that way for a while more =D

Hey,I've got a interesting story to share..Its from a chain mail so you all may have seen it somewhere some time..Its okie,do read on if ya haven =D

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems,but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.

A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor.

Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said: 'If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones.While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee.

In most cases, it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink.

What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups... Then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Now consider this:
- Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups.
- They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live.
- Sometimes, by concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us.Enjoy your coffee!'

The happiest people don't have the best of everything..
They just make the best of everything.

1. Live simply.
2. Love generously.
3. Care deeply.
4. Speak kindly.
5. Leave the rest to God.

You are the miracle, my friend;
Your life either shines a light OR casts a shadow!
Shine a light & Enjoy the Coffee!!!

Eh..Well people, my blog is still not really done yet but ya,
its alomost complete...=)
I am only left with the changing of the colours for the layout and then,
I will edit the right column a bit=)
But,but but but, I cant do it all by tonight..
I'm bit tired le..Gotta go rest soon..
Tml will be a long day so I gotta recharge...
Nitez peeps..How ya all looking forward towards my new blog image.
=)

Hmmm..If you notice the difference..You must be oberservant..=)
No,actually,If you dont notice you the difference,you are retarded..
LOL..
Well,what happened was that I actually tried to change my blogskin..
Which results in this failure..
Well..Its okie, I will stick with this for a while and update it soon..=)



I'm glad I've changed this much,it jus shows how determined I am to change and move on..
The old skin is a shadow of my past, something I wanna put behind..With a full stop..
I think its not my style, to leave things dangling in the mid air..

And I think its time to makes things clear to those people that know who they are..
I dont stop and look back at the past, because I dont have the memory to do so;
I dont go back to the same patch of grassland, that isnt suitable to me;
I wont ever return to it ever, and I will try to avoid it;
I dont really wanna say these things out directly, because its I dont wanna break someone heart the second time;
To the grassland, please stop trying to invite me in;
I dont care if its for a while, for a long time, or just a casual visit,jus stop;
I dont wan to break down emotionally again;
And I don want to force myself to find stupid reasons to say no;
Although I seriously will;
To the grassland,It may seems that I am severing ties with you;
Fact is, I dont see a reason why not;
So let this be a my last msg to you..
Just leave me alone...