Back From Class Chalet

Well,its has been a long and tiring four days..
I cant deny tat I had fun,although it makes me fell guilty..
Because dear,you arent there with me..
Everyday and everynight,every minutes and every passing seconds,
I've never stop missing you,never stop loving you..
Although I did sth wrong A few days bad,
I really didnt mean to,and I'm really glad that you've forgiven me..
I love you with all my heart dear..
And any mistake I make,its wasnt on purpose..

I know that you're family hav been giving you much pressure..
and I'm even more guilty that i cant be there for you..
But I'll remember,at long as we love each other,
our heart will be linked,and our heart will always be wtih each other..

Hmmm,sorry I cant say much le..
Me actually was supposed to be at LAN shop..
But it close down,so now I'm at JJ hse..
Honey,I miss you..GtG go le..
='(must miss me too..

P.S. thx JJ,for lending me com when my connection is down..

Honey,ytd,was the school prom night..
I attended it with a very heavy heart..
Partly because its gonna be one of our last gathering,
and mainly because you werent there..
How I wish you could be there with me..
And spend the whole night with me..
Alas,you were miles away,in a distance land..
You must have longed for me,
and I've never stop doing so..
All these photos lack only one thing..
Thats is you..
No matter how many number of photo I've taken..
None of them will look nice enuff..
Because you arent in it..
Haiz..When will separation be overcome..
When will we be together..
I really hope to see you soon..

P.S. Those girls I took photo with,are purely for the sake of memory..Don worry my dear,you will always be my only one..

Photos of Prom Night

Once again,i'm here..
Hmmm,ytd,something wonderful happened to miie..
My honey can finally be online..
Finally can hav a chance to chat with her..
I miss her so much there's jus now way to describe my loneliness.
And when I finally got the chance to chat with her,
there is once again no way to describe my emotions..
I was so happy,I felt like I was walking on the moon..
But happiness are always meant to be short-lived..
After the session ended,I'm once again left alone in this loneliness.
Dear god,how i wish to be able to see her again soon..
But let not be a meeting of sacrifice..
I'll only meet her,when there's a chance created by god..
When none of us hav to give up anything.
Lest it be out last..
Hmmm,every moment,i can only wonder wads she doing.
How I wish man could fly,or even teleport..
That way,I can stay by here sde whenever we want..


Seperation is painful,when the love is too deep..

Hmmm,oh yah
Honey,if you are bored,you can look for games here,
www.heavygames.com..
Hope it helps..
Muacks,I love you..


Or,you can still chat with miie,
Heex,I don mind,as long as I can still hear from you..

Separation-The Pain

Can life be even more lonely than it is now?
Hope not..I'm already at my breaking point..
Now,I can finally understand the pain..
The pain and loneliness of separation.
Separation from the one I love in my heart.
The one and only love in my heart..
It may have been only two days..
But it seems like we were separated for months.
Is there no salvation in this suffering?
Only thy heart will know the answer..
My heart will not waver,
and it will stand even stronger than it was.
I will not be defeated by the agony,
and I believe thou will meet me soon..

Well,its today..
She just left for Malaysia..
For how long,nobody can say..
But no matter how long she is gone,
I'll still be waiting patiently here for her..

Today I went to see her off..
Pass her a booklet for Os and a secret letter..
I was so happy to see her today..
At least I got one last look at her..
After that,I went downstairs to wait for her..
I wanted to see her off..
Phew,her family didnt saw me..
But I did saw her family car leave..
Hmmm,feel like crying,but as a man,
I held back my tears..
After that,I intended to go eat breakfast.
But suddenly no mood..
So instead of eating,
I took a long walk home,
all the way from her hse to mine..
Hmmm,hope she will return soon ba..

I'll definitely be waiting..
Because true love,is worth waiting for...

Well,it may be tonight..
Tonight may be the last night..
She may be leaving tml..
And i may not have a chance to see her soon..
I'll definitely miss her..
But i'll wait..
I'll wait patiently..Whole-heartily..
I'll be waiting for my honey to come bac to my side soon..
There is a chance though,
tat she may come back earlier than planed..
I'm hoping that will come true..
Hmmm,if only she could really go for it..
Hope that her mom would allow her to go the one month course..
At least she will be in sg..
And i can still sms her and see her..
Hmmm,hope so ba..

Today has been such a boring and sad day..
Cant spend the last few moment with her,
and I've to stay home all day..
Well,at least i managed to single-handlely fold all the clothes.
Well,it mat not seems difficult,
but the amount of clothes is enuff for one whole week,
and its for four person..
Its that much clothes..But alas,i folded them all..
Piece of cake for this model hse-husband.
Hahaz..
Well,for the rest of the day,
I'm jus slacking around..
After all,exama all over..
Who cares!!Hahaz..Woots..
Dinner was wonderful today..
Some sort of mini steamboat..Woots..
Hmmm,ate so much but still not really full.
My god,will i become a pig?Hmmm,hope not..

To you my dear,i dont know when you will be able to see this..
But by the time you see this,i wanna let you know sth.
I've changed..
Not for the worse..
But I've become a person,who misses you much more,
Who loved you even more..
Who longed for you even much more..
I love you,my sweetheart..

Hmmm..Nightfalls once again,
and this marks the end of a new day..

Today,the first thing i wanna do is to apologize.
I wanna apologize to my frenz,
for psing them this morning..
We were supposed to have a soccer session..
And I only played a while before leaving..
Well guys,I hope you understand..
Most of you probably know where I went.
So I dont needa explain..
But why go there?Because i needa cherish every minute left with her..
Hmmm,so guys,next time if i can,i'll definitely stay.

Next thing,I wanna thank my honey.
Thank you for spending this wonderful night with me.
Thank you for not complaining while looking at me eat.
Thank you for not complaining when i dint buy you things.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for everything..
Thank you my dear..
Tonight may be our last outing tgt..
But i'll look forward to see you come bac to my side..
Although i'm praying tat you wont leave..
I love you my dear..

Honey,i find your gift le..
Actually,you don say,i also know wad izzit..
Because you didnt bought any gift,
so i knew it has to be this..
Hmmm,i've read through it,
and honestly,i'm very very super touched..
Hmmm,don scold me wors..
But i almost cried out when i finished reading it..
Hmmm,my feeling for you is similar to you..
I'll miss you alot,my dear..
Don worry,i wont go around ba mei mei de..
My heart is true and loyal to you,my one and only.
I'll work hard,work even harder..
So that i can fulfill you wish list..
Wait for me to become your dream guy..
I'll wont be useless anymore..

The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman heart.
But for me,its not only your heart,but your everything..

Dear honey,

I'm sorry to hear that you lost your ezlink..
Me feel so useless..
Didnt manage to help you find it back..
But don worry,tml I'll go the mrt station to help you report lost.
And shun bian check if someone report it..

Muacks,hope that there is someone out there who is kind..
God,my honey is not a bad person,please help her..
If not for her,god,please do it for my sake..

Hmmm,honey,me really don wan u kena scolded by yur parents..
Honey,we really must cherish this few days tgt le..
Not many days left..Unless you can persuade your mom to let you
go the one month course..
But i'm sorry dear,if you managed to go for the course,
I wont be there with you..
Me needa work..Me wanna be able to buy things for you..
Hmmm,we'll see how it goes ba..

Muacks..I love you honey..

Hmmm,its the end of today..

So soon..Really feel tat one day twenty four hours is not enuff..

Not enuff time to pei her,

not enuff time to acc her,

not enuff time to stay by her side..

Hmmm..Really not enuff time le..

I'm counting down sadly..But i cant force her to stay..

Don worry,my dear..

I will definitely work hard when you're not around.

And i wont go pao other mei mei de..

I'll be waitin here for you,shou hou ze ni de ai..

Aishiteru..I love you..wo ai ni..